I felt like saying I love you so I am saying it to the Moon. 
My mind is too tired to share, but I did feel like sharing this song and a quick poem. Good Night all!
catch my kisses you bright beam
hover into my shadow
smile upon me
let us shine together
pull me in
keep me close
tell me you love me too
don’t leave hanging
like a big satellite
sinking for wink
I love you, Moon
now come on,
and love me back.
I have no idea what happened to me, but just a few moments ago I got a burst of jolly rush through me. It was as if something icky left me. Great, now I sound kind of looney. Well, I guess I have a tendency to sound like that anyway. I think my brain is catching up with me because I have been reading some “saucy” reads lately. Such as Missing You by ©Dean J. Baker (Naked lady image – you have been warned. It’s art.) Who shares some amazing poetry and wonderful stories. (Some of them seem to involve a lot of farting. Hee hee)
Also, Sam got me all stirred up with her post Day 124: My Aching Loins! It triggered me to share my poem Breath In. See when I wrote that I was feeling connected to myself. I was feeling a love and sensuality that I had blocked for years. I started to share some of my intense emotions throughout this year and you can see the transition through my poetry and other writings. I felt it-got scared-hid it again-felt it-got scared-hid it again. I am trying not to hide myself, but it can be hard. Even in the virtual land where you can be anybody.
I am not capable of being anybody. Once I realize parts of me I have to become her and let her live. Even if only I share her creatively. I love deeply, I feel intensely, and I express myself passionately at times. I am trying to be ok with that. I am done I am too jolly and have stuff to do. Enjoy the links I shared and this grandi-awesomeness song. Aww…I forgot about this poem Dancing Mind. Hmm…maybe dancing is the word of the day. (Or Grease, no, no it shall be dancing.) This poem just popped out.
Eternal dance
Stirring
Blurring
Raging
Dance
My dance
Just for you
Leaping
Twisting
Curling
Spinning
I give to you
Swaying
Pouncing
Drifting
Deep into your arms
Spiritual bliss
Connected
Interlocked fingers
Across the sky
Melting
Molding
Swinging invisible space
Eternal dance
Awakening
Hidden catacombs
Whirling feet
Tapping exploding stars
Forever dancing
Now you can enjoy the song and the lovely lyrics…. Jolliness all around!
You’re a red string tied to my finger
A little love letter I carry with me
You’re sunlight
Smoke rings and cigarettes
Outlines and kisses from silver screens
Oh, dear never saw you coming
Oh my, look what you have done
You’re my favorite song
Always on the tip of my tongue
You own me with whispers like poetry
Your mouth is a melody I memorize
So sweet, I hear it echo everywhere I go
Day and night
Oh, dear never saw you coming
Oh my, look what you have done
You’re my favorite song
Always on the tip of my tongue
The tip of my tongue
Oh dear, I never saw you coming
Oh my, look what you have done
You’re my favorite song
Always on
Oh, oh
Oh dear, I never saw you coming
Oh my, look what you have done
You’re my favorite song
Always on the tip of my tongue
Ooh, ooh
I love multidimensional creativity. It works well for me because I see everything as a giant canvas, filled with music, ideas, poems, stories, inundated with dances sculpting through nature, carved into the heavenlies, dripping ink down through our hearts painting into our DNA exploding through as many creative outlets as we can think of. It includes the art of computer programming, graphic design, and magical apps that flow through our sensory circuits and all consuming scientific wonderments and mathematical artistry.
Nothing is left out.
I get extremely excited when I see technology transforming the ideas of what is thought of as traditional art forms. While I appreciate the wonders and grandness of traditional art forms, I am drawn to pushing them to new heights and exploring what humankind can create with their imaginations!
I wish I could create the vision I have for a book to be completely interactive, from hardcover to reaching into apps, video art, being able to create the music that is playing in my head while writing words and allowing the reader to change and feel emotions into their own music reading the words… more like feeling, seeing, glowing the words into something. What, I do not know. Yes, there is math concepts involved. That would be so awesome!
I would love a book to be created that is hooked up to a community of fans who morph their ideas and visions into a living breathing work of art. It could be through a website or app on an iPad, (I do not mean to exclude other techy devices that one could create apps for, I just like seeing the word iPad by itself.) I don’t know I am trying to describe what is in my head and it is kind of hard to do. It is also frustrating because even if I could get my vision down I do not have the knowledge to do it on my own or the resources. (Um, like an iMac or Mac Pro! I would be happy with a MacBook Pro I am not picky. Ha ha ha )
I will stop my imaginations before I get too wild. If only I were a computer-techy-graphic art-mathematical-musical-illustrating-writing-poetic-completely loaded with funds and time-genius. Sigh…I am not and I will have to leave my imaginations to limited websites. Oh, I forgot philosophical-spiritual guru-neuroscientific mastermind-able to connect all sensory pleasures into the hearts of all – completely linking them to my BOOK! I am planning on taking over the world! Alright, I am kidding. It is fun to imagine.
Seriously, I have been thinking about this a lot lately and have read some interesting things. I get so excited thinking about the future – I can’t help myself. I read several things the other day, but got sidetracked and can’t locate them. I will share what I remember and what I already had stored in my drafts. I also have another collection of links about Divergent Thinking, I will probably share tomorrow. Still pondering-connecting-purging-morphing-singing…I heard this song The Moody Blues – Nights In White Satin today and I have to say I do not get tired of it.
How Amazon is changing the rules for books and movies
Teens Getting Creative With Web 2.0 Tools: Multi-Dimensional Way of Communicating Is Evolving (I wish we could gear our culture into doing a better job at helping teens be innovative in areas of creativity, and environment issues.)
Life as a Multidimensional Creative Being
SEEDMAGAZINE.COM (creativity section)
I had a very long day, managed to get lost and a little late for an appointment…at least, I discovered a cool spider hanging out on the bushes in the parking lot. I tried to get a good picture, but couldn’t. I have one that is alright.
Later, I went to the beach and took some pictures as well. My mom and I saw a creepy black thing bobbing in the water. It freaked us out, at one point it looked like black hair floating and I thought it may be a head. I know I have a morbid imagination sometimes. I went to investigate, but it looked really creepy and like it was coming after me so I ran off…to get my camera! No, no I am jumping ahead. Several minutes later it had washed up on the shore. We went over to check it out and it looked like some creepy creature. It kind of reminded me of a bunch of stag beetles. I thought possibly at any moment the cluster was going to start pulling apart and come after me!
So I did what any normal person would – I went to get my camera! On my way back to the weird monster, I watched two girls stop and investigate it. They were getting pretty close and I wondered if they knew what it was. I asked them and the one girl said that it was shark egg cases. WHAT? I asked her how she knew that and she said that when she was younger she had a “slight shark” obession. Her friend said, “a slight obsession?” Then, the girl laughed and said, “Ok, I know everything there is to know about sharks.”
She put a circle around them and wrote “Shark eggs.” I got a picture before the water washed it away. I will add here that after our first few moments of interaction I am fairly certain she is an Aspie. There was some sort of kindred feeling and understanding that happened that I have discovered with other people on the spectrum, or at least people with many similarities. She however, had multiple clues to help me come to a “feeling” that she may be an Aspie. SO shark egg cases! Wow, coolest thing ever! I found some other creature type things, well the shell of something I am not sure what it was either. The clouds looked like a painting today. Sweetness!
This is all I could share today. My brain is fuzzy.
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I listened to these while writing. Good Night!
Had quite the jammed packed day of busyness! I started another post, but have since gotten too tired to edit so instead I will share my images. I took these down by river. I am not living in a van down by the river! (Reference Matt Foley.) I was only visiting. Well la de frickin’ da! I just felt like saying that. I am off to night time adventures. Good evening!
I did find these in a few minutes of web searching – for other stuff.
Images…
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Tunes…
You know I wouldn’t miss this! I must keep a collection of finds on here. I am singing Total Eclipse of The Heart….NOT! Ha ha ha Sorry, if you like that song. Is it stuck in your head now? Does anyone need a hero? Ok, I’ll stop before I go into a Bonnie Tyler music fest. I don’t even know how I know her songs…must have been the radio.
I jumped on here again to share.
My finds…
Watch Live: Annular Solar Eclipse Creates Ring of Fire (It’s not live anymore. hee hee)
Photos: Annular Solar Eclipse of May 20, 2012
I already shared “Ring of Fire” before so I will not share that song(versions) again. I couldn’t get Smash Mouth - Walkin’ On The Sun out of my head either so I had to put it on here. I have no idea how long it’s been since I heard it last. Oh, oh look what I found “New song (fuel to fire)” and Close Watch – Agnès Obel.
I am quite focused today and accomplishing some major feats! Operation “Big Move” in progress. (Moving approximately 760 miles from current residence.) In my spare time I have been wandering the Big Think website and watching/reading some interesting things.
Welcome to Your Future Brain: Inside David Eagleman’s Neuro Lab
How Technology Can Help Us Find Happiness
Coursera, edX, Khan Academy, UoPeople – Are the Floodgates for Free Education Finally Open?
Savant Syndrome: When Brain Injuries Create Geniuses
“I Trust You” – More Difficult (and more powerful) than “I Love You” (Excerpt below)
“When we permit ourselves to trust deeply, we are letting another human being into our heart and into our soul. We have accepted the good intentions of another so deeply that we allow them to step so close to us that we cannot protect ourselves any longer. Now we are wide open and when we meet another in the infinite expanse of true vulnerability and profound intimacy, the experience is identical to mystical intimacy with God or Spirit.
No boundaries, one Self, infinite freedom, and joy beyond measure. This kind of trust is more profound and more significant than any love that is merely personal. In this truly transpersonal love, through our relationship with the other, a new inner world opens up. This love, based on trust, is a sacred world of boundless freedom and infinite space. No fear whatsoever of loss or betrayal. This love means I’m always with you, forever.”
Hmm…that is all I can say to the last paragraph of that post. So I am off! Had my momentary break must get back to work. Whoop! Whoop!
Saw this on my fb feed, yeah diggin’ it. Love me some INXS. (Great video.)
Sometimes I just like some twangy music. Cannonball - The Breeders was a great song to dance to back in the day…still is. I am dancing.
